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Xiang yu tai zhao

2011-04-24T10:46:00.000-07:00

I know I will miss you if I let go.
Show me tat I still love you, will you?

I dun find myself mature enough, bt definitely m the one you lookin for.
Feels so troubled:(

my man

2011-02-19T07:18:00.000-08:00

hi babeys!! my boyf has been a good boy recently! hehehes.
love him so so much.
loves datin many manyy!! especially with you! muacks!

happy valentines day all

2011-02-13T08:44:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentines Day to all!!
may all the couples spend tis wonderful day together with their loved ones with enjoyments!

tis is the second times i m spendin my valentines with A.
hopes everythings turn out well. with no arguements no unhappiness bt onli blissfulness occurs today.

didnt prepared any gifts for him tis year leh. wat should i get for him nurhhs?=/
been so long since i get him something leh. and i dun think i m goin to buy him anything. i dunnoe. jus tie myself with ribbon and give me away to him lah. best present ever. bt tats too fast. no way. HAHAHAS. if A sees these, he sure sae you give me i oso dun wan leh. i know you hor arion guo.

btw my big bro brought his girlf bak today to bainian with my parents.
and my parents were like jokin when is my turn? i dun think its the rite time to bring A bak loh. i think tat i m still too young or rather we are still unstable. and i wanna make sure the guy i bring bak home is the guy i wanna marry. i dun wan to leave an impression for my parents tat i treat relation nt seriously.
so i realli hope me and A can stay like these till i feel tat its the rite time for him to see my parents.

OMG dunnoe wth i m talkin about.
tatas ... gonna slp already. drivin again tmr! hehehes.

happy 2011

2011-02-10T07:47:00.001-08:00

Hi all! first of all, here to wish everyone a Happy 2011! may tis year be a year full of blissfullness^^
i enjoyed my bunny year, did you? didnt win alot tis year. agrrs
anw, here is a photo of me and my family durin the chinese new year eve.
hahas.

on the other hand. valentine's comin, have you gotten your date?
my partner and i have a tiff yesterday, and till nw we haven contacted each other.
hahas ... GG.com.

and i m takin my TP next month!!! most probably, HOPEFULLY!!!

>=(

2011-01-26T07:16:00.001-08:00

so long since i last came here and blog. did anyone miss me? hehes.
A asked me out durin Valintines day. damn happy when i first heard the news!
and jus nw he told me he wants to ask his frens along. something like couple date,.
actually was damn unhappy bout it and i gave him attitude. bt ok lah, after listenin to wat he said, i think its nt a bad idea. big group jiu big group loh, hopefully will become more fun. two person, oso like tat, treat it as er ren shi jie. hahahas.
as long as we get to spent together on tat day can already:) sweet enough.

started workin again, at sunshine hampers with J. workin here actually nt tat bad, in fact quite fun. hahas ... had many fun!
bt sad to sae, in another 2more days, my conract will end already. so meanin i have to find job again. goin to write my resume soon!
the time nw is 1122 and i m still at sunshine hampers workin. OT!
cos its new year season, many ppl are orderin hampers frm us! BUSY!!

cravin for macaroon and pizza rite nw. im hungryyy!! :(
missin A alot. feel like huggin him nw:(

Past

2011-01-07T08:18:00.000-08:00

Spent an hour readin something online.
And realized you can be sweet too. I wonder when is the last time we treated each other tis way? Hahas.
M feelin nostalgic rite nw!

I miss you so much.
Wish you were beside me rite nw.

2011!

2011-01-03T12:00:00.000-08:00

Hi Everyone! Hopefully there are still ppl readin my blog. Heh heh
firstly, wish everyone a belated merry Christmas and happy new year!
Hw was your celebration? Hope you had fun as I did:)

Had my Christmas and countdown celebration with A, of cos.
Simple yet enjoyable:)
Took Many photos! Bt m lazy to upload them here and on my fb~
I know with photos, it makes my blog more interesting. Bt I'm jus so lazy.

Speaking of laziness , I started workin already. As usual, workin as a promoter. Bt wait! I quit on the following day.
Hahahas! The place I'm workin in is too far, it's located at city hall,
raffles city. I stood a solid 8hours minus 1hr breaktime. And the pay was onli $5!! >=(
My feet were full of blisters lah:(

On the sweet's side, A bought me breakfast and sent me to work. Despite he needs to work too.
He waited for me to knock off and we had dinner together. He even piggy back me frm raffles city to bus stop!
Caught many attentions tat day! I can sense girls were feelin envious of me. Bleahs:p

Tatas!

Dumb

2010-12-19T09:57:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I thot I m smart, bt the answer prove me otherwise.
I dunnoe who I m to you. I felt status-less.

Jealousy

2010-12-12T06:43:00.001-08:00

Jus came bak frm batam nt long ago.
Went for a 2d1n trip with family and cousins!! Basically, we went there for massaging and food only.
Came bak with many snacks and crackers! Had many coconut drinks over there too.
Combination of all these food has worsen my coughin. Coughin non stop nw:(

Side track abit.
Tis afternoon, when I was omw bak to Singapore, takin the ship. I saw a guy. He is nt those handsome kind, bt somehow his looks realli captivated me! Mayb it's jus his dressin caught my attention! He was wearin a white plain T with a black bermudas and black spec.
Simple yet nice! I like. He had a girlf, they look perfectly sweet together. Smiling and giggling throughout the journey, finally tat guy fell aslp and lied on the girl's shoulder. Aww! :)
I know I sounded like some PI or wat. Bt hey! I m jus tryin to sae I m so happy when I saw couple like these!
Jus purely happy for them. Nt else:)

Nites earthlings! Go slp already! Very tired!
Loves!

Complicated

2010-12-10T08:56:00.000-08:00

I realli think forehead kisses are sweet and romantic. With fingers runnin through the hair.
I like it alot:) I feel pampered when some one did tis to me. (onli one person did to me before)
hahas ... I like I like I like!!! If onli time could be rewinded. Otherwise I would definitely repeat those scenes again and again.

Grateful with wat I have nw, nt goin to be greedy though.
Tatas!

Happyyy!!

2010-12-08T09:05:00.001-08:00

So I went to bbdc today for enrolment!!!
goin for my first lesson and practice on Friday!! Wahahahas.
So excited!!
FYI, I m goin for the auto one and attended it in sku!!:)
I m goin to chiong all the way! Hopefully I can get my license within 8months. Hahahahas!
Blah blah blah blah blah!!
I'm sucha happy girl!!!!;DD

had been eatin supper these few days!!
Surprisingly my weight didn't increase!! Wow!!!
Mayb I slept very late these few days? Tats why ... The food had digested long ago.
Hahahhas!

Kk lah enough of my nonsense!!
I go flip through my BT book Liao. Shirley said if I m so hardworkin like tis for olvl!
I should have passed Liao!! Hahahhas she is such an asshole!!
Ciaos!

The facts

2010-12-02T08:48:00.001-08:00

Never take someone’s feeling for granted. Never take someone’s love for granted. A man’s heart is hard to fathom. People change, feelings fade so fast that you can’t even react to it. Don’t believe in forever, theres always changes. Be it a positive one or negative one, always prepare yourself for changes you don’t expect. Nothing is impossible.

drifted apart

2010-11-26T07:14:00.000-08:00

heyo, guys! i noticed i've been neglectin tis place. tsk
anw ... theres nth to blog. my life is kinda bored T.T
been rottin at home most of the time ... heh heh
so pls ask me out if you have seen tis post!

and i oso realised ive nt upload pic over here, thus it looks kinda plain.
bt hahas ... check it out my facebook or twitter.
spent most of my time over there.

currently i m in love with xlb and macaroon. it will be damn sweet if any of you buy them and drop by my hus. Hehes ... ok xlb is impossible, macaroon!! rose flavour one!
WAHAHHAs!

i m so fuckin bored rite nw. some one pls entertain me plsss!!! agrrs ...
kk enough of my nonsense, i go watch GG liao. ciaos!!
xoxo!!

2010-11-22T06:06:00.000-08:00

Actually it should be very strong. Bt guess I m wrong, It's very fragile.
Why??
Hidin behind a mask. No one knows hw it feels like.
Me too either.
Tis holiday is a tragedy. Horrible one. At least i feel that way.

Pm- pls ignore tis post. I m writing for myself. Thankq.

Read it somewhere

2010-11-21T08:34:00.001-08:00

Girl: Do you really love me?
Boy: Of course I do.
Girl: I wanna hear you say it.
Boy: I don’t have to.
Girl: Why not?
Boy: Because...
Girl: I just want to hear you say it in words.
Boy: I can’t...
The girl started to cry softly and said:
Then you don't love me...
The two continued to walk in silence. They
reached the girls home.
Girl: Why?
Boy: Do you really want to know?
Girl: (hesitantly) Yes.
He hugged her gently, kissed the tip of her nose
and whispered in her ear,
"Because three words are not enough..."

2010-11-18T10:15:00.000-08:00

I'm lost. Find me back

Jus a quick update

2010-11-17T10:27:00.000-08:00

Hey guys! Been a long time since I last updated.
Hmms ... Quite a busy days for me since holidays started.
Planning myself with loads of activities:)

-bakin cookies
-meetin frens.
- findin jobs
- shoppin
- watching dramas online

Hahahas ... Tats all? Quite borin uh? Ahhhs:(
the onli thing I nvr do is to meet him.

Pm- it's supposed to be a beautiful date today. Guess I can blame nobody bt me.
Did anyone realise tat the 8letters words may nt mean ILoveYou? Bt oso IMissYou?
I noticed while I m blogging nw. Hahas ... And tats wat I m feelin nw- missin someone.

Tatas~

Unwell

2010-11-10T23:19:00.000-08:00

Feelin so sick. Agrrs ... Fever 38.6. Jus vomitted. Ahhs ... Havin bad headache nw.
My mum thot I m havin anorexia. My weight dropped again. Super light. I can feel the V-shaped line on my face.
Hahas ... Nahhs kiddin. My fish ball face is still there:(
Visited the doctor, went in for 5min and they earned 70 bucks.
Nice ... Should married a doctor next time. Great salary.

Thankq frens for all the texts and calls.
Meetup with me ok! My olvl officially ends at tmr.
I nid plenty of programmes.
Love you all.

it means a lot to me

2010-11-05T11:21:00.000-07:00

nvr use Forever to me if you intend to spend your whole life with me.
as a girl, i would love to hear tis word, of cos. bt use onli when you mean it.
cos the word Forever means alot to me.
actually i always hope to hear tis word when i get into ROM with my future fiance.
hahahas ... it will then be significant rite?
hmms ... my opinion lah. hahhas ...

also, dun promise anything to me if you know you cant do it.
Promise and Forever are very powerful words. which i think highly of it.
say onli when you truely mean it. otherwise, i rather you to shut your mouth and treat me well will do.

ps- its jus my point of views, nt shootin my boyf of cos. its jus a thought of mine.
which i didnt have a chance to blog it out. so ... tatas ! =)

i love my boyf

2010-11-02T11:48:00.000-07:00

cravin for xiao long bao at tis moment again. tis is bad
its as though i m pregnant! cravin for so many food in the middle of the nites!

i miss my boyf's hug!! if onli i can hug him to slp tat will be so great!
he gave me $$$ to shop today!! HEHEHES i felt so blissful to have him with me, minusin off all the unhappiness we had.
despite all these, i love him very much still!
accompany him to have his hair cut done today.
he looks suave!

follow me on loveshopgossip.tumblr.com!

No idea

2010-11-01T11:38:00.001-07:00

So what's the point of studying c.h whereby I know I will fail tat subject for sure?
Give me 3reasons!
I can't find any reason you know!!

I can even get F9 for c.h in my Nlvls!! WTF
i've already gt 5subjects in hand and I know my others subjects are definitely stronger than tis bloody hell c.h!!!
So what's the point of me muggin at tis hour!!! You know!! Last min thing doesn't realli help much!
Instead of readin tis alien sub! Why nt I turn in earlier so tat I'll have a clearer mind for tmr. Mayb i can do better!! Zzz
hate social studies and geo, seriously!
They may know me even better cos I own them for almost 4years, yet i dun understand a single shit of it lah
Crappp.

Agrrs ... Anw. Was at boyf's hus jus nw. His mirror fell and hit my head!!!!:(
super pain!!! I thot the mirror will crack lah!! Cried so loudly tat I woke up his mother.
And nw there is a baluku on my forehead:(

Ciaos!

:)

2010-10-31T11:29:00.000-07:00

Sometimes we jus have to behave all little unusual so as to attract others attention.
It's nt tat bad though, as long as we are still us.

Anw ... I've been cravin for many many food!!
Xlb, macaroons, strawberry cheesecake.
And I ate alot these few days and surprisingly my weight didn't increase:(
ok I m nw tryin to show off or wat. It's becos previously I lost almost 6kg!
Hmms ... And i look kinda unhealthy nw. =\
so after exam, I wan eat many many food!!! Hehehes. If you are my frens, must go
with me ok!! Bleahs

Err ... 4more papers to go and yay!!! Olvl is comin to an end!!
Yipee!! Wo hen Kai xin!!
I have dates with my huahua, boonboon and pampam!!
hehehehes ... Life is so wonderful!! Ohh ya ... And maomao and shi and Jun and jasmine wong!!
Nt forgetting my arion baobei!!
Muacks!!!
Wo feng lerr!!! Wahahahhas ... Siiao

2010-10-30T11:38:00.001-07:00

Shall do some blogging since I can't slp.

I've gt some xin shi. Bt I dunnoe who to tell to:(
I realli hope olvl will end faster and then I can finally enjoy and relax!!
I nid some colors to spice up my life.:(

Any jobs to offer??
Should I work?? Agrrs ... No idea, bt I m broke:(

You know, yesterday I had the urge to smoke.
I know it's a bad idea. Bt heard it can distress?
No lah, I nvr tried it. Hahas ... Bt I breathe in second hand smoke which is worst.
I hate smokers if you know me well. Fuck all the smokers in the world!!

I've nvr been to a foodfair before, nor a Halloween party:(
and dunnoe wat how par villa!!! :(
bring me go, anyone?:(
some one said 我白活18年liao! :(
ya indeed, I thot so too.

Ps- ping me at ruoning.c!!!

Irritated

2010-10-26T10:22:00.000-07:00

I learnt one thing today. Dun chat on the phone too long.
Some how you will get pekcek whereby you oso dunnoe why.
So unknown.
Lesson learnt!

Agrrs

2010-10-24T08:35:00.001-07:00

Know wat? Actually I've been wantin to buy a skirt from a certain shop. Jus tat I had limited cash on my hands. So was unable to buy it.
And nw I have enough cash already, I saw my frens wearin it!!! (same colour some more)
arbissh! So dun feel Like buyin it anymore!
Bt I've been eyein tis skirt since long ago!! Hurhur! Abit sad nw:(
wat should I do???

In less than 12 hours, I'll be havin my eng paper!! Woots!!!
Can't wait for the whole olvls to finish!
You know you know! My boyf has been complaining I look like an auntie!!
Agrrs ... Nw you girls should know why we must doll ourselves up once in awhile to seduce them!
(can't find a more appropriate word to replace seduce) hahahas.
So sad lah:( make sure I dress myself up and tat other guys see already starts to drool. Nahhs. Jus kiddin.
Wahahhas ...

Random

2010-10-23T10:05:00.000-07:00

Life is pretty colourless.
No pictures nth special happens oso hence no blogging too.

Anw ... Will be havin my first paper tmr=\
Hope I can do it tis time round! Jiayou chai ruoning!!

I miss my darling boyf and my laopo!
Agrrs ... Was facebook-in jus nw and saw two close frens goin out, and I miss tat huang liting so much! T.T
you better contact me!! Hahas.

So siians!! I m goin to have fun after my o's!! Dun feel like workin first!
Hehes ... Goin to be a one month guo taitai first! :p
ciaos!
I missed the 1111 again:(

My wish came true :)

2010-10-18T10:48:00.000-07:00

I felt so happy when I received your cal tis mornin.
Tellin me about your problems.
Tis made me feel tat I m important to you. Hahas.
And tat you thot of me, hence callin me to share it with me:)

Happy 13 months hubby<3

Happy 13 monthsary:)

2010-10-17T09:41:00.000-07:00

It's the 18th today!:)
I love every 18 of the month.
Hope there will be less arguements and more lovely moments in the future.

=)

2010-10-14T07:19:00.000-07:00

ILML!!!

currently, helpin my second bro to upload his photos, his 21st birthday.

dunnoe wat i click, all the photos are copied into two copys. wth.
gt to delete them away.

anw, has nt been goin to sku since last week. on study leave! hehes self declared.
sku sucks.

dunnoe wat to blog already. ciaos

Random post

2010-10-11T08:59:00.001-07:00

When I woke up today, saw jas text. Ask me whether wan study together anot.
So force my ass out of my bed and off I went greenridge shoppin centre to Meet her and Shirley.
Took a cab over. Which I nearly died lah! I was like sittin in the crazy taxi like tat! Omg!!
The uncle continue to drive despite its the red light!!
Wow! Many cars were hornin at us! 

Had pizza hut for my breakfast/lunch.
Cravin for it for long time alreadyyy!!!
You know I ordered Cris cross fries and the waitress took 1 hour to serve me!!!
I told them I wan to cancel my order and she still serve me. Agrss ... Nvrm.
I ask for mayonise(dunnoe hw spell) and she took another half an hour to serve me!
And greenridge outlet is like super remote lah! No ppl!! Dun understand wat took her so long to serve me! Poor service!!
Anw I dun realli care about the service. Cos I'm a slow eater. Hahhas.
Jus findin topics to blog onli. Heh heh.

Completed a set of physic paper before headin home.
then walked home with Shirley.
-home sweet home-

Funnie:)

2010-10-09T06:00:00.000-07:00

Me and my ** time is 9pm **
me and my dad, we haven bathe yet.
Mummy rushing us, askin us to bathe, cos she wants to wash clothes.

Mummy: meimei & papa faster go bathe I wan to wash clothes!
Me: wo bu Yao! My Korean drama 9pm starts. Later then bathe.
Daddy: we waiting for the 9pm show!

Mummy: the shows starts at 930pm lah nt 9! So faster go bathe nw!
Me: is 9pm lah! If 930pm de hua 我不姓蔡! 跟你的姓!
** me and daddy checking the schedule for drama! **
Me: wahahhas 930 then start!
Daddy: I sae 930 already why you sae is 9pm! (pushin all the blames to me)
Told you 930 already still sae is 9!!! 你酱喜欢姓刘是吗?! Ok go go go!

*everybody laughing*

is it funnie? I find it quite entertaining!
I wanted to tell arion. Bt he refused to listen. Was a bit angry with him.
Ppl so enthu wan to tell him something dunnoe why he dun wanna hear:( Forget it
so I'm blogging it out to share with everyone!

Go emo Liao! Bb

Sick:(

2010-10-08T10:41:00.000-07:00

I think I have jus fallen ill:(
I'm nt sure whether it's the chocolate I had tis noon or arion pass it to me.
=\
no lah it's nt serious. It's jus a sore throat.
Bt bt bt ... You know. Havin a sore throat made me super miserable.
Then dun feel like tokin = mus diam diam. Hw can!!
1 min dun tok onli i will feel super uncomfortable 更何况是一整天!
Then cannot sing oso! £¥€^%+^&$@
ok ignore me. I m crazyyy!

Gossip girl s4 ftw!!!!(L)
Eva is such a bitch Blair ftw!!! :D
watching vampires diaries s1 too!! Hehes
m sucha happy girl!!
Btw!!!! Ppl!!! My phone gt songs already!!!!! Hehehehhes!!!!
Like finally!!! My Pam Pam helped me with it!!! Loves her loads!!!

Words for free

2010-10-07T08:43:00.000-07:00

So into words for free tis game.
Hahas ... Anybody wanna challenge me?!
Go search my name at Fiancee.C waahhahahs

So cravin for chocolate Nw:(
why my hus dun have chocolate? And I'm so lazy to get out of the hus and buy myself one.
Any kind soul care to Deliver over to my hus for me? Teehee.

Had nt been goin to sku for the past 3days=\
kinda miss my baobeis!
I m so hungry nww:((
hungry hungry hungry hungry!! And I feel like chatting on the phone!!
If anyone happens to read tis nw gif me a cal kk?
Tell me everything about you!
hahaha ...

P.s- my chiam maomao so sweet. She texted me yesterday nites!
I'm alright ok:) muacks! Loves<3

You are sick:(

2010-10-06T10:46:00.000-07:00

Went over to pam's hus to study.
Bt failed. Hahahhahas

Then received a text frm A. Tellin me tat he has a fever:(
went to buy some panadol and food and herbal drink for him.
Then left it over at his place and went off.
Jus when I m about to board the bus, received his cal. He jus reached home and saw the things I left for him.
Managed to stay awhile with him.
Though the time is short. Everything is still so enjoyable with him around:)

nites ppl! Goin orh orh already:)

=(

2010-10-05T06:53:00.000-07:00

hey ppl i hoppin over to livejournal or tumblr.
bt before i switch to livejournal or wateva, i'll jus continue bloggin over here.
after my O's mayb=)

today i did one thing which i felt so regretful=/
i realli wish there is some machine which can rewind the time bak!!
ok, think too much=(

you know, i realli feel like bloggin.
bt i dunnoe wat to blog.
BYEBYEE

Thanks frens

2010-10-04T10:35:00.000-07:00

Hey ppl. I know you all are very concerned about me:)
sorry for the "nvr reply msg" or "nvr pick up cals"
thanks I m fine:)
tryin hard to adaptin my current life. (no Im nt single yet)
however I m learning to lead my own way and hw nt to be Tat "sticky" to all the ppl around me.
I should stop relyin on them.
Yeahs ... At least I know my frens will be there for me when I nid them.
They are my happy pills! Somehow I miss the old me. So many laughters and noises I have made in the past.
I miss all of them. :( seems so pessimistic nwadays. My face looks so gloomy!
Cai sheng ye see already oso run away frm me:(
no wonder I m so broke.

Bt wat I wan to sae is!!! You know! I love you all my frens!!!
Especially shirley and jasmin. They bought me an iPhone casin and wrote me a note! So as to cheer me up!
So lovely! Frens are equally important as lover. I knew tis 2years ago.
Bt why did I forgot again?
Bt thanks to them, especially Shirley! They taught me tis theory again. She has been there for me like always, since the previous relationship.

Ok enough of my nonsense. I sound like I m goin to die soon! =.=
pullin up my socks nw and chiong ar!!! Nw is nt the time for any relationship.
Shall put aside it for as long as I wan.
Ciaos!!!
You are frozen, my love!

29september2010

2010-09-28T22:50:00.001-07:00

hey, pon remedial again! two days straight. to find who? huang liting lah!
haissh ... gt no mood to study.
anw ... ppl i m a widowed nw. my husband jus died today.
and i have a new boyf=)

nw, i m at my laopo's hus. first time here=\
i know her for almost 6years and tis is the first time visiting her hus!!

i nid a very steady shoulder nw! for me to lean on. and a great pair of listenin ears.
tat will nt complain anything to wat i've said or givin me advices or wateva. jus listen to me!!!

ciaos!
shall continue when i reach home. BYEE

I m cryin over small issue:(

2010-09-27T05:31:00.001-07:00

There isn't a single song inside my iPhone. 2more months and it's my iPhone's 1year old birthday:(
ask him to help me, bt he sae I must be more independent.
So I must upload myself.
And I m cryin over tis small issue here. OMG!
I m very stupid about high tech stuffs. Hw can you be so mean to me:(

Jasmin jus used iPhone and she seems to know alot more than me.
Texted Shirley, asked her to help me with the songs thingy. Waitin for her reply.
Bt confirm can one! She wun be so mean to ask me do it myself!

I m nt gonna rely on you anymore AGRF!!! And I m nt gonna learn hw to independent bt relies on my frens!!!
I m so sad+angry+ aiya dunnoe lah.
I m goin to cry gain nw. BYEBYE*in an angry way!

I m hungryyy

2010-09-26T08:30:00.000-07:00

Suddenly, I'm cravin for
- ikea's sweddish meat ball.
- xiao long bao (again)
- goreng pisang!
- macaroons (rose flavour!)
- strawberry cheesecake frm bakerzin
- Ben & Jerry
- koi (nvr tried before:()
- cheese fries!
- escargo!!

Wah lau!!! I'm so hungry nw!!!:(
it's 1134pm!! Cannot cannot!! If I eat at tis timin, sure fat!
Agrss ... My tummy is growling already:(
roars!!!! Should jus go and slp nw! Agrss!
Nites babey!

sudden urge

2010-09-26T04:36:00.000-07:00

i m so gonna get a naval piercin after my O!! its a must!!!

18september2010

2010-09-20T07:08:00.000-07:00

a very tasty fishcake tat costs $5.50!

ginger beer! when i first drink it, my reaction was"yucks!"
he loves to drink tis, and slowly, im used to it too and find it quite nice! heh heh
and after all the eatin and drinkin, went to catch a movie at Lido(our lovely place!)
Alpha and Omega! great show!

jus a random shot of us^^

so, my dearest brought me to marriot hotel and we had buffet there.

and there, tis is our mini candlelight dinner. hehes=)

a wide range of food over there.
of cos tis is onli SMALL PARTS of it! there are alot out there, jus tta i nvr took pic of them. heh heh

here is my favourite, desserts!!
and yes, like i said, tis is onli a few out of so many choices!!

while he is pickin his food ...

i quickly went over to his seat, and placed his present and card i prepared.
to surprise him!!!

and i cant help takin his pic again and again.

took a pic before we went off. thanks to my photo's skills.
if nt you all would be able to see our bloated stomach. teehee.
so full!!

heh heh. i know i know. tis pis so ugly ugly rite!
bt, tis is my favourite photo amongs all!!! beat me up, cos i dunnoe either. tsk

actually cos he gt problem takin proper pic lah, and i have to pei he ta!! tats why!
heh heh ... eh fakeeee =D

kk lah, finally a normal one. ;D

ends off with a kiss! bleahs.

enjoyed my day out with him.

1st year anniversary

2010-09-18T12:39:00.000-07:00

Time flies! Today is me and dear first year anniversary!!
Yayness!!!
Loves him!!! My cam is with him. After he transfers photos to me and I will blog on tis topic again
stay tune!
Enjoyed my day alot alot!!
Love you dear! Muacks!

pathetic day

2010-09-15T03:12:00.000-07:00

when i woke up, i should have knew today is a bad day for me.
firsty, i had a bad dream. agrrs ... shall nt mention about it anymore.
then, i have nt had any breakfast and i went out to meet jas.

i plan to buy my things first then have our lunch together.
she accompanied me to buy my things and i realised i dun have enough cash. WTF.
so after i had bought my things, we had zero cash!
and i was like f.hungry!
i swear i can swallow one whole cow plus my mood was 101% bad!

so since no money, there's no point shoppin already rite.
so went bak home with an empty stomach with full angriness!
ciaos!

p.s- frm nw on, whenever i see 1111 i wun wish for other things except anything related to $$$!!!

R.I.P tokie

2010-09-11T12:35:00.000-07:00

It's 3am+! And I m nt aslp yet! GG!
It's jus purely tat I m too elated to fall aslp. Goodness!
Suddenly I feel so high!! Over everything!
And nw I m like cravings for sweet stuffs!!
On the other hand, I pray tat the sky can drop $$$ for me!!
I'm too broke:( agrss ...

I didn't see my frens for 3-4years. And nw I've found her!!
And she is pregnant!!! Like wth~ hahahhas
so shocked!!!

When after I have finished my poly, I will definitely give a try for becoming an air stewardess!
Listening to my cousins sayin about their trips to foreign countries is like so shiok and nt forgetting I can get my prada, channel gucci at cheaper price over there~ these are so tempting plsss!!!

And wah lau!! The thot of goin bak to sku Tmr is likea siians onli!!!:(
wo bu Xiang qu!!!:(
it's Sunday bt I can already feel my Monday blues~

P.s- very random rite? Hehes
kk lah I go orh orh Liao! So late!! My dark circles are gettin darker and darker!!
Boyf is complaining already!

Tatas!

its all about food!

2010-09-07T22:27:00.000-07:00

isnt it colourful!!
hw i wish my life is as colourful as the macarons!

xiao long bao!!!
tis is the first time i ate xiao long bao in singapore?
other times i ate it when i was in taiwan.
guo baobei treated me to eat, knowin i've been cravin it for a long time.
macarons, strawberry shortcake and xiao long bao!
hw nice! ^^
love him ttm.

Will you keep your promise?

2010-09-06T09:42:00.000-07:00

Watching you fall aslp is sucha bliss.

Thoughts were runnin wild in my mind.

Sometimes, it's better to act ignorance or otherwise?

No one is perfect, so do I.

random stuffs=)

2010-09-02T05:48:00.000-07:00

My ♥

had tis for our dessert yesterday
look so chio rite!^^

love tis ttm! currently my fav biscuit!

eh my very first mcspicy!

my very first zinger meal!

OMG! i've gt so many things nvr tried before!=(
agrrs ...

Idunnoe

2010-09-01T09:16:00.000-07:00

Ok. So I went somerset with my dearest jus nw.
Despite havin two papers tmr!!! Wahahas.
*slap myself!

Had dinner at some Japanese restaurant. *forgot the name.
Recently I gt the habit to take photos of wat I had for dinner.
Somehow I've forgotten to take jus nw. Hahas.

A Pedro's bag caught dear's attention.
In the end we bought the bag together. Can see he likes it alot.
Feel a sense of satisfaction!
Love to see the way he reacts on something he likes and then he own tat thing!
So love love:)

Had ice cream at marvellous cream before he send me home.
The ice cream is called " twinkle night Cinderella"
the name is so attractive, bt it tastes soso onli!
hahahas ...

Home sweet home.

So high!

2010-08-31T08:52:00.000-07:00

Ahhhs ... I m feelin so high nw!! Must be the cough syrup. Hahahas.
Anw ... I think my voice is so sexy nw. Hehehes

And, the masks I bought at 4.50! Is a big NO!!!
First, the mask is nt made in cotton. It's paper mask. So the essence of the mask is nt abled fully absorb to it.
Secondly, the shape of the mask is Too big. Nt suitable for Asian's face.
Agrss ... Waste my $$$

Should have jus use dear bought for me de masks.
He jus bought me 5 masks. Like nice onli.
So I think I will pass him the lousy masks I've jus bought. Hehes:p

nites earthlings!!:D

I m sick:(

2010-08-30T06:54:00.000-07:00

Heyo guys! Tmr is prelim2!
And I m havin fever + throat infection + cough + flu.
Eh ... Super wrong timin lah!
Nw I've gt reason nt to go sku, bt it's exam period! Dun wan go oso cannot:(

I'm feelin so cold rite nw. Hw I wish boyf can hug me, coax me to slp:(
miss his body temp! So warm!

Tatas

nt brave enough

2010-08-29T05:52:00.000-07:00

went out with J on friday. been so long since we last went out together.
jus loves to doll myself up!

saturday, went to watch StepUp3 3D with dear.
it was awesome! considerin joinin dance lesson after my O.

on sunday, went studyin with S and J.
din realli study much. err ... tis is so bad.
should realli buck up. dun realli wan tat bitch to have any chance to scold me again.

also, i bought 3masks at $4.50 onli! isnt it cheap!
hmms, im goin to try it later.
as its cheap stuffs, i will onli blog it if the result were good!*cross finger.

then, walked home with J. shared with her many of my stuffs.
she is a good listener. hahas=)

tatas!

Dun ask me why

2010-08-26T05:43:00.001-07:00

Tis is the first time I cried in front of my parents.
I nvr cry at their faces before. Nt even when I gt bak my O's.

Nobody understands hw I feel.
Mayb S and J do.

B=bitchstard!

2010-08-24T08:31:00.000-07:00

Ok. Let me talk about girls and guys.
Actually both girls and guys are equally irritating.
Whereas girls are bitches, guys are jerks.

Yes including myself, confessing I behave like ones too.
So turned off! Zzz

Dun think you guys are good ok. You all are even worst than us!
Like bastard only.

Anw ... Nothing's wrong with me!
Jus tat I feel like scolding bitches and bastards Nia.
Pls pls pls ... Stop all these acts! Be normal!!

Anw ... Tmr is my oral! Ohh god. I nvr study, seriously!
Plus oral nid study meh? God bless me! Amen!

Hehes!

2010-08-21T08:56:00.000-07:00

Suddenly I gt the urge to blog!!! :D first time! Heh heh ...
Err ... Ok. Update about myself kk.

There is a bad news and good news. Hmms ... So I shall start with the bad one first kk?
Thing is like tis; OMG!!! My face has rot!!! Rashes all over my face! And pimples outbreak!!!
Goodness!!! :'( I rmb the last time my face rot was, err 2years ago?
Hurr hurr:( why why whyyyy!!!
Went to consult doc, which costs me 147 bucks! Woahs!!
I can buy those H grade diamonds already~
hopefully my skin's condition will turned better!

Then, the good news is, I m very happy! (happy in everything!)
Hahas ... I know you all mayb thinking happy onli wat! Nth big!
Bt aiya ... Everything went smoothly(can't find other word to describe)
so yep, currently I m very happy. I mean my studies, friendship, relationship and kinship!
Yeas everything:D Hopes tis will carries on:)

went Jack's place to have dinner with family! Been months since we last went there!
Yummy!! Had my fav escargo!! I can gobble up half a dozen by myself! Believe it a not! ;D
anw, my daddy bought me a new iPhone casing!! It's pink in colour!! Hw sweet is my daddy uh! <3
and he bought himself an iPhone 4Gs too!

Also, boyf is so sweet to me!<3
he came down to his bus stop to fetch me over to his place. Which he has not done tis since we are together for 4months?
While he is takin his nap tis afternoon, and I was beside him, singin to him for like nearly 130hrs?
Wow, I love tis kinds of feelins:) like romantic onli!! Teehee!

These explain why I'm a happy girl!!:D

ill :(

2010-08-19T06:50:00.000-07:00

Didn't went to sku today as I m sick.
Given two days mc and I'm wondering should I go to sku tmr?
Anw there is onli 2 periods for me!
So no point goin rite? Agrrs ... Bt my parents insist of me goin to sku! :(

There are so many things/ place I wanna try/ see/ go!
I wanna:
- sit singapore flyers
- go picnic
- go USS
- clubbing
- starbucks (as I dun drink coffee, knowin there is other kinds of drinks besides coffee!)
- watch sunrise/ fall!
- fly kite
- bake cake
- make bento lunch box

I know I know! I sound like a country pumpkin:(
ahhhs ... And tis is onli part of it. There are still a lot more I haven mention.
:( roarzxzxz!!

I wan go I wan go!!!

a deal with A

2010-08-17T08:43:00.000-07:00

no $$$$$$$$

tmr is shirley's 18th birthday!!
wish you happy birthday my baobei=)
hope you like your present;)

and ... also, tmr is Me and Mr guo 11th monthsary!*claps!
*wishin* _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _. =)

had a deal with him.
which is, he and i will complete a set of sci paper.
if he wins me, i cannot go out and have to study real hard for my O's.
so silly, actually he no nid to do tis i oso will study.
hahas ... =)

tatas

Brokeee

2010-08-14T21:32:00.000-07:00

Ohh my!! I have a big hole in my wallet, like seriously!!!!
I have to skip my recess frm next week onwards.
I bought many many many stuffs yesterday!
I'm a happy girl!:D

Nid to start savin money again!
Ciaos!

I'm feelin numb

2010-08-12T06:06:00.000-07:00

当一个人知道另一方不喜欢他那样做
可他还是明知故犯，这意味着什么呢？

great day

2010-08-11T07:43:00.001-07:00

went K with nic and weiliang after sku today.
these were the drinks we ordered!
mine is shirley temple!!! shirley shirley shirley!!! the drink like nice onli!
goin to order tat again the next time i go for K! hehes

the rooms like ultra big!! its enough for 16 pax i think!
whereby we onli have 3 person. hahas
the room like super cold! three of us were like shiverin~!!
weiliang is a noob, guy oso scared of cold! hahas

after K, met dear for dinner.
he is nt feelin well too. hopes he gets better=)
take care, alright. loves=)

p.s- bring me go K again, anyone!!!
i jus love singin tat much=D

What is love?

2010-08-10T03:10:00.000-07:00

Today I have made up my mind.
Regarding wat is it about I shall nt sae it here.
Bt if you are my frens. Be sure to happy for me ok!!
Hahahas ... My heart feels so light today! :)
and the things I promise myself, I hope I can do it.
So tata! Support me my frens!:)

P.s- it's nth big lah. So dun anyhow think! May sounds serious. Bt ... Actually hai hao only:p

I wan I wan I WAN!!!

2010-08-08T00:34:00.000-07:00

Went to meet boyf yesterday, a day is jus nt enough for us!
How I wish there is 72 hours per day:(
Nw I m missin him again already:(

Hmms, girls, did you all ever thot tat, whenever you had a quarrel with your loved ones, all you wan hear frm them is "I love you and I didn't mean it"?
And everything will be solved. Think carefully, cos if you really love them, you would jus accept their apology. And nt continue being stubborn. Tats wat I think lah.
Tis shows hw powerful is tat 8letters 3words, rite?

Tatas!

Hmms?

2010-08-06T10:30:00.000-07:00

Bak to blogger. Life is so boredddd.
Hmms ... So tired of everything. I m tired!!

Today is a happy day!!!
Went K with ting and Xinyi.
So long since I last went to sing K!! Like shiok onli!
Plus super cheappp!!!
Random thots jus came to our mind, Jus feel like singin, so off we went to k box. Hehes
love tis kinds of feelins! Jus do wateva we feel like straightaway!

P.s- somehow i gt a very weird feelin. Hmms ... I oso.
Forget it. Dun gif myself so many unnecessary problems. Even if it is a problem, Aiya ... Dun wanna think and care already.
Ciaos!!!
I m so goin to pamper myself!!!
Note to myself- study study study!!! Jiayou chai ruo ning!
O onli! Nt a big deal!! Cos I will deal with you easily! Wahahhas. (hope so:()
eh I dunnoe wat I'm tokin already. Byee!!

:D

2010-08-04T08:37:00.000-07:00

Glenwilber chua ting luo. If you fuckin see tis post!
Pls go and fuck youself up!
You dun come step yi ge leh! Go jump off the buildin with your fuckin attitude lah hor.
If wan break jiu break. Dun drag drag drag. Waste my frens's youth! _|_

Phew* anw ... Bak to myself
sorry a bit gl. Bt pls pardon me. I shuper pissed off with tat guy.
deal with tis kind of guy must be vulgar. If you are weak. You will get "eaten up" by him.

Anw ... Had been walkin home frm sku with jasmin!
Wahhs ... The legs like fit onli! Hope gt slim down! Wahahhaas.
Nites earthlings!!

:(

2010-08-03T05:46:00.000-07:00

Gotten bak my results. It's like a piece of shit:(
dear sae if I score well for my O's he will bring me overseas.
Like nice onli! Ok I will study hard!
He nagged at me jus nw, ask me to start revising. Bt think I attitude bak at him again. Ok lah, I know. Jus tat I dun like being compared with other ppl.

And some words he sae made me feel uneasy. :(

Anw, we promise to be lovely to each other.
So think it's time for me to stop all the nonsenses.
Ahhhs ... Can somebody teach me hw to be more xiao nv ren?!?!!??

Tatas

disappointment

2010-08-01T08:59:00.000-07:00

girls pls behave yourselve if you are attached or even if you are single, pls dun try and flirt with attached guys.
if you are married, and you are tryin to be funnie and flirt with attached guy.
you can jolly well go fuck yourselve up. you are throwin our's face! _|_

same applies to the guys, if you are attached, pls dun try to be funnie and flirt with girls. know your stand pls.

pls treasure your relationship.
by doin tis, you are ruinin your relationship.
i dun undertsand why guys like to sweet talk girls whereby they already have a girlf.
seriously, you are gamblin your relationship away.
know it! it takes years to build up trust bt seconds to destroy it.

It's 330am!

2010-07-31T12:30:00.000-07:00

Jus came bak frm dear's hus.
So surprised tat my parents didn't cal me when I returned bak home at 3am+
lols ... =@

had a datin with boyf today. Hehes
Knowin I m shuper shuper bored at home, he brought me to movie todayy!! Yayness!!!
He is oso my 24 hrs boyf:p loves loves loves!!

And agrrrss!!! My rheumatism is actin on me again.
Tmr's sure gonna rain heavily!
Yawn!! I m waitin for my hair to dry! Then off to catch my beauty slp already!
Pimples outbreak manxxzxz!!!! =@

Put many masks oso no use already.
Should drink more water and slp earlier!
Tats the rite way manzxz! Hahas ...

Kk lah. Enough of my nonsense already.
I go dry my hair and off to slp already. Too tired.
Mayb goin to dear's hus again tmr as it's his grandma death anniversary.
So ciaos!!

Colourless

2010-07-30T09:06:00.000-07:00

There is nth worth liking tis year.
My life is so colourless. Ok, I know I shouldn't be enjoying bt onli studying.
Bt I seriously can't stand stayin at home every single day. Fuck!
Repeating the same routine again and again.

Hw can i spend my awesome 18 doin nth! I used to imagine my 18 year old's life to be wonderful!!!
:( so sad
Can somebody bring me out?
I look at the mirror and I can see my shag face. Like fuck again
fuck my life

Hw lucky we are

2010-07-29T07:15:00.000-07:00

This year's hungry ghost festival is very fierce as seen on the newspaper! Tiger and monkeys must be very careful that month ok!! Im one of them :(
Omg ... Hw lucky can tat be? Tiger?? Dear's zodiac is tiger!
Monkey?! Ohh my. I m monkey!!
Ahhhs ... I dun like!!(N)

28july I wonder

2010-07-27T11:34:00.000-07:00

Will you ever found out and read what I have written for you?

If Life is Unfair To You, There Is Always Something Else God Gives You To Make Up For It~ For Me Its Euu..

My Love ♥

2010-07-26T07:05:00.001-07:00

went bpp with dear jus nw. had kfc as our dinner. hahas i had kfc for my breakfast too. sick! (the pic is a bit blurr, ps=/)
their egg tart is my all tiime favourite! =) yummy!

last friday, went little india to meet him. he is workin at some buildin there.
had dinner with him. wat a 24hr girlf m i=P tsk

milo dinosaurs! loves it!

recently, there are so many things happened. happy moments and sad moments.
afterall, i hope all this arguements will strengthened our relationship, make us understand eachother and oso to treasure eachother even more. every quarrel we had jus makes me realise i cant afford to lose you. bt no matter wat, i still love you always. ♥

Messy feelings

2010-07-25T08:27:00.000-07:00

so useless
so weak
so helpless
so terrible
so tired
so sick

my mother tryin to be funnie

2010-07-21T01:32:00.000-07:00

aiya!! actually wanted to post a video up here. bt seems like i have to go youtube save tta video first. bt before tat, i have to create an acc from there. so troublesome. so nvrm i shall jus blog without the video!

few days bak, there were ppl postin some ppl eatin monkey's brain video.
i was playin tat video, watchin alone, then i passed my phone to my mum.
she look at the video, then she ask me wat is it?

then i answer bak:"they're cuttin the monkey's skull, goin to eat the brain!!"
guess wats my mum reaction?
SHE THREW MY IPHONE TO THE GROUND! WE WERE STANDIN MANZXZ!
she threw it so fast tat i couldnt even react to stop her or catch the phone!
LOLS ... niceee (Y)

Dun understand

2010-07-19T23:44:00.000-07:00

Ok when I wrote something to you, I expect a reply. No matter who tat person is, dun you think it's the basic to answer ppl bak or wat?
Isn't it polite to at least put a smiley face bak?
You can reply others bak, so i dun find a reason Why you can't reply mine! Mayb too close? Idk
crappp
so since you nvr, I have deleted all those I wrote for you.
Cos I feel like an idiot, talkin to myself.

Headache

2010-07-19T07:12:00.000-07:00

Ahhhs ... My brain is nt activating.
Jus ate panadols, headache!
I feel so moody. :(

I miss my feifei=(

2010-07-18T09:58:00.000-07:00

i did tis to mark our 10th month=)
hahas ... will be celebratin next week, so will continue to blog about tis again=)

ahhhs ... baobei is so adorable today, though we din meet bt we chat on the phone for hours, like usual.
agrrs, tis made me miss him even MORE!!! D:
and we wun be meetin until next week, as he starts to work lerr=(
ahhs i miss you dear.

actually dunnoe why, i suddenly feel like cookin! hahas
bt tis timin is so wrong. exam period. agrrs
i wan to cook for him to eat. hahahas ... cos he always complain is he cooks for me to eat, while i cook once in a blue moon eh. xD

lalala lalala ...
its 109am! i go slp already.
ciaos!

1-0 m o n t h

2010-07-17T12:34:00.000-07:00

It's our 10th monthsary today.
Bt I dun feel anything. Mayb is becos nt meetin him today
As tmr is prelim.
And dear told me we will celebrate next week when he gt his pay.
It is the first time we are nt meetin on the 18th.
It is quite disappointing when you sae we are nt meetin cos it's Sunday, as I nvr go out on Sunday. (Sunday is my family day.)
bt if you rmb, I do go out on Sunday, sometimes, especially when it is our big day.
Bt doesn't matter, cos I really dun intend to go out tmr oso. Jus tat you forgot I went out with you on Sunday before:(

nites earthlings

2010-07-16T08:50:00.000-07:00

i made tis for baby lucas!
so cute rite??!
when i jus uploaded tis photo to fb tis afternoon, my bro's frens came and sae your baby?
omg!! hw can tat be? so crazyyy

bought him a walker today!
though he is like onli a few weeks baby! hahas bt the walker is so cute, so buy first lo.

and my formspring is done!
jasmin's credit! nt forgettin hua hua! she helped with create the acc one=)
love both of them!
so ask me anything!

headache

2010-07-15T06:57:00.001-07:00

so headache with the all the formspring thingy. T.T
gave me so many problems!
nvrm shall leave it to jasmin, she will help me solve it!

Truthful to each other

2010-07-14T09:37:00.000-07:00

I think tat it is important to be truthful to each other.
It's nt very good to hide things frm your love ones.
And oso when they ask you qns and you are beatin around the bush and avoid the qns.
I dun like tis kind of feelins.

And my stomach cramped jus nw in the noon.
Wow ... Super pain. Headache + cramp + feel like pukin
agrrs ... Dun feel like goin sku tmr. Bt can't.
Thanks dear for takin care of me jus nw! <3

tatas

Jasmin is funnie

2010-07-13T07:08:00.000-07:00

Few days bak, shirley and I were talkin bout jasmin's blog.
We said her blog is bored.
So nw she jus sent me a comment on fb, askin me to be her fan?
I jus read her recent posts, hahas, like weird and interesting onli.
Bt her lastest post on 13july is a bit. Hmms hahas. Weird topic.

I m goin to add twitter or formspring to my blog!
Shirley is goin to help me create an acc, twitter or formspring, she will decides for me.
So follow me there!

Ciaos

2010-07-12T08:43:00.000-07:00

Wat if you black mouth-ed someone on your blog. And tis person is goin to view your blog?
Ohh crappp!
Happy readin~
you know who you are
XOXO <3

OF CAUSE I KNOW! I ALREADY HACK INSIDE AND TYPE LIAO! YOU GOING BANG WALL LIAO!

UP

2010-07-11T12:03:00.000-07:00

The time nw is 303am. And I have sku tmr!
Nvrm tis is nt the main topic.
I jus finished watching UP! It's a nice movie!:D
bt for me ... It a bit too touching. I can't stand tis kind of show though it's a cartoon one.
Carls is so devoting to ellies.
Ellies made a book called adventures book. It contained all carls and her photos.
Frm young to married to old. Hw wonderful is tat. So blissful.
Tis inspired me to make one of me and A! :D
miss him nw:( feel like huggin him to slp:(

Angryyy

2010-07-11T09:25:00.000-07:00

Angryyy!!! FML!!!
DPA you go and die! Jus nw Internet broke down, I couldn't submit my dpa thingy.=.=
Tmr is the deadline!!!
vent my anger on boyf. Poorthing. Lols
who ask him dun wan help me. :( serve him rite. Lols
plus he dun wan reply me on his fb. Let me feel like an idiot tokin to myself.

Bt still he coaxed me. Feel so blissful to have him with me:) nt many ppl can stand my temper, seriously. Love you A:)
6more days to our 10months. Time really flies uh.
Anw ... My boyf doesn't know I start blogging again.
I dun intend to tell him too. It will be better if he find it out himself.

Sku tmr. Monday blues~
tata~ off to slp. Nites earthlings

Happy day

2010-07-10T05:03:00.000-07:00

today is a happy day!
few days bak, i randomly told my mum my facial products is goin to finish soon.
and she bought me a new set! wow!! love her ttm! (L)

i love pearls and gold alot! lols
dunnoe why ... i know its auntie or wat.
hahas ... i think pearl is nice. and i love wearin them!
and i love wearin gold is becos i think it makes my skin looks whiter.
hahas ... ;)
nt many ppl love tis two. i know, bt i jus love it.
make me unique onli. lols

ok ... my bro is comin out soon frm the toilet soon. its my turn to bathe.
so tata!

2010-07-08T02:06:00.000-07:00

its free period nw!
actually wanted to write for my DPA thingy. bt i waste my time away watchin videos=(
go bak home mus study already!
tatas

and hooray!!! its friday! hehes
had nt see my da wang ba dan for 4days already=(
miss him=(
ciaos

A real boyfriend

2010-07-06T23:23:00.001-07:00

I saw this on my frens blog. And I hve decided to post it too
Wanted to edit it to my version, to let my boy see it.(I find it quite accurate, jus tat I dun agree with some parts)*bt mostly it's true!:)
and I wanted to let other guys out there to read tis! So if it is my version, it may nt apply the same to your girlf. So I shall edit it somewhere and show it to my boyf. Hahas.

It started like tis:

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cause she thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and dont let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

**and when she says something and she doesnt mean it
forgive her and know she loves you more than anything in the world

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her

- Kiss her in the pouring rain*

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

p.s- I think my boyf is good enough for me, so I wun complain anything bout him.
Tatas!

Reflection

2010-07-05T09:52:00.000-07:00

I really hate ppl who emo-s a lot, spamming emo's comment on fb or blogging hw sad they are.
They are tryin to catch attention or wat? Afraid ppl dunnoe they are sad or ...
Ya ... I think I've become a member of it, recently. ... =.= nt becos I m tryin to AA or wateva.
Jus tat I nid somewhere to vent my anger on!!!!!!!
(I onli blog about it, nt on fb)

I dunnoe what's on my mind and I dunnoe wat I m stressing about!
I m so stress!!! Stress about wat, I dunnoe?
My studies? My friendship? My relationship? My families?

Prelims is in another 2weeks time, and I m nt prepared. Nt even mentally prepared!
Last Friday I was smsin in the class, and gt caught by my teacher. He asked me whether I came bak is to study or sms?
on the same day, principal walked passed my class, and found me and Shirley were chatting happily away while the class is doin their work.
He must be regretin lettin me to repeat.
And I think I m no different frm last year. Still foolin around, whereby I should be studyin nw.
It is my last chance already. I dun have another chance to repeat in sec sku, neither do I wan.

Like wat dear said, jus a few more months onli. Endure!
And I will be enjoying years!
After blogging, it is obviously tat I m stressing with my studies. Sigh

I will ... Try my best, tis time.

so bored

2010-07-04T23:13:00.000-07:00

jus came bak frm lot1, MOF
met jieren, jasmin and shirley for dessert =)
was late. so ps=/

at bf hus nw, he is playin his game while i m usin his bro laptop to blog
like siians onli
dunnoe why i feel so moody ... agrrs

cherry is playin with me=)
keeps lickin me! like dsgustin onli HAHAS
i carried her onto my lap, and she is ticklin me with her fur!

nth to blog and no photos=/
i will try to take some pictures kk=)
tatas

i hate yesterday

2010-07-03T09:15:00.000-07:00

FML!
yesterday was like a nightmare to me.
i was so lookin forward to 2nd july, bt it turned out to be the worst day of 2010 in my life.

i thot i controlled my feelins very well. bt when i called ting, the moment i heard her voice, ahhs ... i cried=(
i hung her phone(i oso dunnoe why) bet she is worried about me.
and nw, my eyes are so puffy=(

the thing is tat, i had a tiff with him and both of us argued. tis is the first time i see him so angry! i was so scared=/
no worrie, we are ok already. peace rite after we quarrelled. *in case some black hearted ppl are xin zai le huo-ing tat me and loverguo are argue-ing!
hahas

bt aiya ... my heart still feels very messy D:
agrrs ...
nic called me up yesterday nite. had a long chat with her.
and its the first time both of us are chattin on the phone! =)
hope to receive more callins frm her.

off to slp! ciaos!

2010-06-30T08:03:00.001-07:00

School is likea borin.
Same routine, nth special. Jus tat I especially like Wednesday alot. Hahas
me and Shirley and aslam is havin one lesson onli
on wednesday!! Like shiok onli!

Went to meet dear and his mummy jus nw at ten miles.
They went to buy their daily neccessities. And they sent me bak home.
And ohh! Wow the time is 1111 nw! Been so long since I last saw it!
Dunnoe tat idiot gt think of me anot!

Anw ... I m so into hong kong drama again!
Yay!! The gong xin ji is a very nice show!
Why must my yang Yi be a baddie??!! Agrrs! And tat Charmaine sher forever acts as a good person?!
They must switch their role!!!

Hahas ... Off to slp already. So tired!
Tata!!:)

Conversation between me and dear

2010-06-26T11:35:00.000-07:00

jus a random conversation between me and dear today.

Boyf: dear dun forget august is mummy birthday. *I think he is hinting me. Hahas
me: orh ...
Boyf: tat day we will eat steamboat at home.
Me: orh ... I dunnoe wat to get for auntie leh. Accompany me
go shop kk?
Boyf: nono. Then after awhile, he said:"buy her heels?" (auntie last time ask me to help her look out for a pair of red heels)
me: *laugh super loud! Hahas! You wan to bang wall?! Your mummy birthday ask me buy shoes for her? (in case you all
dunnoe the meanin; buy shoes for a person on his/her birthday means send her away, to die or something.
Both of us: laugh non stop!
Me: faster go touch wood. *touch!

Hahahas ... Like wth onli.
And tmr sku resume!! siian ttm!!! :(:(:(
So dun feel like goin bak. Agrrrs ...
Ciaos

10 facts

2010-06-24T06:44:00.000-07:00

10 facts about me

1. my body is longer than my legs
2. i m super vain
3. easily jealous
4. my foot size is 4
5. i m hairy
6. i m very very fierce
7. likes money
8. very particular about toilet bowl! (cleanliness)
9. have a very man character
10. i hate 骚包

and i super LIKE my number 10!!!
i cant stand ppl like these. ohh gosh.
i dun understand why guys like tis kind of girls?
to me, they are cheap. i m sayin these nt becos my boyf likes tis kind of girls. bt if he likes, ohh god. i will ask him to stay far away frm me!
tis feelins is jus like hw you guys dislike we girls admiring hot guys! *unless you are one of those hot guys

haa ... no special reason why i m sayin tis topic. it jus happened to appear in my thoughts.
ciaos!

a day out with lovelies

2010-06-22T07:18:00.000-07:00

a day out with girlfs

went bugis

seoul garden then shoppin

and nw my wallet gt a big HOLE

a BIG BIG HOLE!!

wow! the GSS is really drivin me crazy. i jus cant resist the temptation of shoppin!
jesus! i wan to nets it! bt my bank acc oso dun have $$$ for me to nets lo=(

went Jp with mummy today. thought she can pay for me for the things i wan.
in the end is i help her shop loh!
she jus wan my opinions nia! nice!
and i even help her to carry her stuffs!
in return of it, i asked her to transfer $$$ to my posb acc! heh heh!

like lovely onli=D
tatas!!

2010-06-21T10:37:00.000-07:00

wtf fb is crap
the moment i log on to fb, a gay came and tok to me.
pls ... dun come and act close with me where i bloody hell dunnoe you!

the conversation between me and him
1:33amJason
hi chai pussy

1:34amMe
wtf ... huh?

1:34amJason
i dun like ur attitude it is full of bullshit

1:34amMe
WTF

1:34amJason
haha u forgot me?

1:35amMe
totally forgot

1:35amJason
o ic got bf forgot me la

1:35amMe
who are you

1:36amJason
Jason la

the cute and handsome jason

1:36amMe
lols

1:36amJason
u forgot liao ah?

sad

:(

1:38amMe
your business

wth you cal me a pussy and you sae my attitude sucks?
fuck off pls!
nice, you better dun reply me. if nt you die!

2010-06-20T06:17:00.000-07:00

meetin tis bunch of ppl tmr!!=)

and hopefully i can go her shop tmr. goin to buy a bag frm her shop.
which she strongly recommend to me! bt mayb or mayb nt?
cos no cash=(

ahhs ... i m so addicted to taxi nw!
i dun feel like takin bus!
everywhere i go i jus feel like flagin a cab!
i met a very kind uncle.
i asked him to stop at the "slope" outside my hus.
he replied me: xiao jie, i drive up a bit lah? nw mid nite already very dangerous for a girl to walk up the slope."
the money stop at $5.20(i paid him already), then he drove outside my hus, by then the money jump to $5.60.
i wanted to pay him bt the uncle sae no nid. and sae good nites to me.
wahhs so nice the uncle! like friendly onli loh! make me wan take more taxi onli. lols

ciaos~!

jus random

2010-06-19T09:16:00.000-07:00

yes, i bangs it again. and my hair is shoulder length nw.
becos of split ends, i gt no choice bt to cut it away.
and to make it more manageable, i went to rebond my hair 2months ago.

and nw, my hair is droppin like nobody's business! =(
for the past 4months, i dyed my hair twice and did a rebondin. mus be all the chemical causin me hair loss!!!
shit!! my hair used to be very thick and heavy one!
startin i thot i gt wat illness! i even went online and did a research why teenager has hair fall problem! LOLS
and they sae; a normal person will dropped at least 100 strains of haira day!
*pheww!
and nw there is many baby hair poppin out frm my head. hahas
its a good thing! otherwise i will turn bald soon!! lols

tmr is father day! wishin all the daddy happy father day here!
ciaos!

second visit to the zoo with dearest!

2010-06-18T11:16:00.000-07:00

First, Happy 9th monthsary to me and lover guo!
we went zoo today, yes, again. hahas! (he loves zoo!)
basically the routine is the same lah.
walked around and look at the animals, watched the zoo keepers feed the animals!
oran-utan snatchin food frm the other orang-utan! it oso mocked at the zoo keeper when the zoo keeper wanted to shake hand with her and she dun wan!
one word INTERESTIN!

and OMG! i fed kangaroo today! (first time)
i was so pai chi animal pls! becos they are so fury, and i m scared.
bt in the end, he persuaded me to feed it.
so we paid $5 to feed kangaroos! (can almost buy me a set of fortune meal!)
hahas ... bt jus try lah. oso nt every time gt the chance to feed it=)
while waiting for our turns, one auntie inside shouted to her daughter in law:"the kangaroos nails is so sharp! kept scratchin me and im scared!"
hahas! after hearin these i gt even afraid can! and knowin the next is our turn!
ahhhs! goodness! the kangaroos nails is indeed sharp!
lucky me and boyf is nt hurt! hahas if nt i make sure i get to enter the zoo free in my whole life! HAHAS

while explorin the zoo, we bought ourselves 2TUBES of ben & jerry!
so fattenin!
after finished eatin all the ben & jerry ... hahas we are both anti-ice cream nw!

ohh ya ... and i found my favourite spot in zoo!
i love Master and Lord!!
the monkey is jus so cute! hahas
the biggest and reddest butt is the leader of all the monkeys of its kind and it oso means it is horny! LOLS
so funnie!
Today, we;
-did nt take photo with orang utan.*lucky! if nt she attack me hw? hahas
-missed the timin of feedin girafte!*hope i didnt spell wrongly. cos i was too engrossed lookin at Master and Lord!=D
-could nt find the place to feed the elephants! so we missed it too
-dun wan to take photo with parrots. cos i hate birds!
aiya all in all, he touched all the animals, i nvr. dun have the courage oso.
except for the kangaroo's part. haa

hmms memory stick is with boyf. will upload the photos next time!=)
ciaos!

Our 9th Monthsary ♥

2010-06-17T10:23:00.000-07:00

My Oreo truffles!!

ok ... tis looks a bit ugly.
i had a very hard time dippin the balls into the melted chocolate =(

TATA!!
i put it inside his fridge together with a card to surprise him!

overall they are still edible lah.
dear keep openin the fridge and pop one after another into his mouth!
he told me he like it so much. and complain why is there so little in the glass bottle!
i find it too fattenin(though i gt decrease the amount of cheese used)
cannot eat too many! and oso like tis will make him ask for more next time!
oreo truffles is nt hard to make lah (for me) except dippin oreo balls into chocolate tat part. so troublesome

feel so contented when he told me he likes it very much
and follow by tat 3words=)
tat is all i wan to hear. ♥♥♥

My current interests

2010-06-16T07:11:00.001-07:00

i found my practical cookin photo in photo bucket!
so i've decided to post it up here.

hahas ... i m readin one mummy's blog.
mainly she blogs about her sons, her parenting experience and her cookings!
readin her blog makes me feel like givin birth to a baby too!!
then prepare my son and hubby bento lunch box everyday. hahas
and family outin once a week. i like!

domesticgoddess-ourworldmyworld.bs.com
its her blog! go read if you are interested to be a housewife like me!
HAHAS!

Yay!

2010-06-15T07:43:00.000-07:00

Is my new blogskin nice? It is still nt completed yet, still gt some editing to be done!

I m so happy today!! Yay! I dun know why. Bt still ... Yay!!!

Sunday went ikea with boyf. We went there to have our dinner.
As I keep askin me to bring me there again! Their meatball is nice! Hehee
Monday I played maple with him.
Tuesday Meet Nicole for lunch. Had a great chat with her!:)
Tmr goin cousin's hus to make something for lovelove, for our 9th month.
Ahhhs! Ain't i'm sweet:p

And he tis spoiler suddenly text me and ask tmr wan go zoo! Omg so sudden
gt to break his heart and reject him:(
bt hope he will understands when he receives my surprise for him!
(he seems so enthu nw about goin to zoo tmr!:()

I will nt reveal wat I m goin to make for him nw.
So stay tune kk!
I will try to take photos
to make here more interesting;)

And he jus replied me sae he dun wan! Wan tmr go!
So bye bye:)
I m goin to deal with my childish boyf already!
Tata!